Me and My Little Feast

الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبرالله أكبر
أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر الله أكبر
"Allahu Akbar...Allahu Akbar..." "Allahu Akbar...Allahu Akbar..." "Allahu Akbar...Allahu Akbar..."

Takbir was still echoing in my head and ears. This morning ied adha Eid has arrived. Weather slightly worse. because it was raining and wet the entire area of streets in this city. Step almost stopped, due to rain very heavy. after waiting a little longer, I still walked though the rain still falls. although my body does not get soaked, I could still perform prayers in congregation. On the way to the mosque, I imagine, for the second time I celebrated Hari Raya away from my parents. I was away from them both. Of course this is very bad. While all the people rejoiced together with family, I'm still in this city. city of others. but I'm not here to vacation, but I seek knowledge and learn here. not a problem if I could not meet with them. if in the end I'll come home one day with the title of Bachelor.

Finished the prayer, I sat down and prayed for a moment! Pleading for forgiveness for any sins that I do! "God, I beg your forgiveness for all the sins I have done! I hope the devil away from me! So I could escape the bad influences that made the devil to fool me! Only thee I seek refuge in my Lord" I got up and rushed home. Today many people Muslim charity by cutting a cow or goat to be donated to the poor and needy. This is the teachings of the Prophet, which is still continued to be applied, until the earth stops rotating

No rice cake, cookies, rendang, fresh drinks and a variety of foods commonly available to celebrate Hari Raya. here there is only water, a few packets of milk powder, and a little snack that I purchased. This is the feast of my childhood that I celebrate here. Although not "Luxury" like when I was at home, I still enjoy it! because it is not the meaning of Hari Raya celebrations but itself became an important value for today. Happy Hari Raya Ied Adha to mom and dad. I prayed all the family there is always in good condition. Forgive the sins I've done so far. God is always with us all.

(Reza Rezeki,@Is e mo Ainm Reza Rezeki@16112010)

Gosh! Meine bewertung ist sehr schlecht!

"Add a score for the next exam! You all have to understand, because this value while! We apologize for having to call you here!"

The sentence which I quoted when the lecturer who may be possessed by demons, was suddenly called my name to be given lectures that are not too important! terrible this morning! after the professor arrived late, with regular steps without saying sorry at all, he was immediately signed and open classes! (We are humans sir! Not the statue) with a plain face, he entered and took up positions ready to teach! Initially I was very pleased to welcome the morning. but all changed due to quasi-democratic attitude to all students who attend class. I'm still acting normal! until finally my morning perfect, turned into the morning darkness due to midterms value that I think are impossible.

Most of my friends with a cheerful face to see their value. I think the value that I would get close to the results that I expected. before the exam I'm also learning. Until finally, the result was very difficult I accept! how is it possible? is this value that I get after I'm learning! unacceptable! not just me, but another friend of mine who also has a tragic fate like me. my rating actually can be said pretty! because there are a few of them get a very poor! but of course I'm not satisfied. from the beginning I've seen there's something wrong with that professor. what can I do?

Of course this became a hit for my college! I have done what he wanted! and the results I do not see what I want! oh God, this may indeed be the road and your secret. pique today just happened once, and I do not want this to happen! I give one the power to obtain satisfactory results, and also for my friends! I'm sure you hear the prayers I ask God.

(Reza Rezeki,@Is e mo Ainm Reza Rezeki@15112010)

Dark Sky

This evening a little more gruesome in Jogja! lightning fast! great voice that makes all people feel afraid to come out. This strange weather was terrible! I am alone here. lightning sound is very big. flash with light glowing like a light that can not be calculated quickly. Rain began to fall! after Mount Merapi out hot lava, now turn to a lowering sky rain and lightning, roar of a very strange and horrible. The rain was still falling! Jogja as if to moisten thirsty for water. more and more profusely! Until the rain finally came down with wet earth freely.

I still keep writing! no other activity can do. weather out there are angry. though a little hungry! not much I can do with weather like this. a little hot milk can make a mess feeling a little better. Earth was hit by rain. rumble continues grabbed without the slightest pause.

The rain was still falling. so that the sky is sunny morning turned into a dark, black is so thick. strong vibration of the king of lightning, making the whole room come to move. And now I begin to fear! I hope the rain quickly stopped, and I can go out to look for some snacks to eat. lightning is very large, almost made me run. it signifies a big bang, how Supreme mighty power natural forces that we can not break. now it's time I take a little time to enjoy my evening time.

(Reza Rezeki,Is e mo Ainm Reza Rezeki@14112010.Trademarks Reserved)

Sunday Morning Comes

Sunday came again. when I was just standing on the porch room and looked at the blue sky stretched out there. broad, large, blue and without limits. I thought, how if I do not become the thankful! I sat for a moment. again feel the beauty of blue sky. feel the cold wind blowing. moment I feel all the trouble to fly in the wind.

sometimes I always feel guilty! Feeling useless, disappointing crowds, and felt to be most knowledgeable. When is this world going to end? Help me God, accomplish all these tasks. give me permission so I can go to other parts of the world! I want to feel a different atmosphere.

Make me one who is always grateful to thy power. I want to change it all. I want to try, Because I'm sure, God Almighty will help all I need. raised my spirits are still shackled. so I can finish it, and I could feel a different world. But I'm afraid, if later I can win it all, I would forget and neglect with the Lord. Guide me, guide me Lord, for I was always in the path of thy goodness. Because my faith is to my Lord Almighty and merciful ruler. to you is I will be back.

I do not want to feel the heat of Hell that will burn my soul. I want to be with You in Heaven. together with my friends. I pray to you Lord. Raised my spirits, so I could write. Protect Both of my parents. Give him their sustenance, so that they can live this life. In this heart I Wish, Hope your Valentines is always there in my life. Almighty God, my God the one and only Lord. I take refuge unto Thee

(Co.Is e mo Ainm Reza Rezeki@14112010.Trademarks Reserved)

Europe, I want to get there

I'm a little jealous to see the university in Europe that provides a variety of facilities and other learning facilities. "When I study there?" prestigious universities that made me very interested. The extraordinary life of europe it's very suitable for learning. when I saw the University of Bergen in the district of Bergen, Norway. It feels really Float. ancient buildings are still maintained, great alumni who graduated from the university, and the weather is really I want. not to mention seeing the University of Rennes 2 - Upper Brittany. God! The university is really amazing! The layout of the historic buildings combined into one whole as a component part of the university. deep down inside I said "If you like this, of course I will get a 4.50 GPA":D When will I get there? Patras is also visible prestigious university. located in Patras, Greece, certainly very good, oh Lord let me feel the education there. another University of Lund in different districts of the Same But the city is in Lund, Scania, Sweden. I want to shout "INCREDIBLE" a comfortable atmosphere to learn, and feel how their cultures there. when the time off I imagine, joy of learning on top of a neat grove, heard the rumble-voiced fountains, sit in a circle and tell each other. indeed a very European atmosphere of learning I want. When will Indonesia be like this? And this is the culmination of education that I want. I want to study at Edinburgh University. location in Scotland, UK. everything is so perfectly made me very interested and wanted to get there. UK is the best place of education achieved. with remarkable assurance, it seems no one who does not want to come here. Come Reza spirit to be able to come there. I want to study there, and want to feel the beauty of Europe. Perhaps in future I can definitely come and study there. "God will embrace the real Dream Dreams it," said Arai. I shout "I Want to Go to Europe"

(Eza Ez Thebez Strontian)

I'm In Beautiful Dreams

when I woke up and opened my eyes, I guess I do not want to forget the beautiful dream last night. dreams that almost made me think, "Did I die and now With him??" I do not know! It made my spirits dream comes back. when I meet and play with him. I still remember we used to play a kite together, talked together and went out to meet their respective dreams. until finally a dream last night that ended tragically, you're trying to help me when my head hit a large rock. and finally we passed out and spend a lot of blood. you do not get up. I sobbed! until finally I woke up. and sit down! imagine my friend who has long left me. still remind your appointment so that we can win this world? I still keep that promise! although now that you've left me here first. All went slowly leaving me here! WHY? I always wait for you always come back. wait for you guys to come back to see me. not just a dream! What's a birthday gift that you give me? with the leave of this world! I always cry when visiting the cemetery. cry when remembering all the dreams and our dreams. I do not want you to go. now just me and him are left. I just hope no one else is leaving me alone here. Hopefully you and you calm down there. wait for me when I'll come play with you there together.